Hello world.

And so she flew away.

2010-09-04T00:03:00.000-07:00

I've moved away forever.
To this new wonderland.

Bye bye old blog, I WILL miss you
:')

Baby Boo Boo

2009-11-03T17:54:00.000-08:00

I don't think i can go on for some time so there won't be any posts for a while.

So byebye and maybe see you soon.

-Natalie-

Abstract thoughts;

2009-10-27T19:08:00.000-07:00

Exams end tomorrow!

*jumps*

Yesterday got hyper with Amanda, shrieking everywhere in the class and imitating *someone*
Hehehe.
LiLing returns from her funeral today.
Got stuffs to tell :D

Dharma and me were comparing papers and GayLord Mitch and His Tiny Sidekick Chun Yu came over to check answers.

Chun Yu managed to cheat off me, lucky hamster. Dharma and Mitchell were groaning like mad about it when they found out. Hey, not necessarily my answers were all correct, okay?

Me too.

*groann*

--

When Pn Wan was collecting the test papers, she forgot to collect mine. O_O
When Pn Wan went on walking i was trying my best not to laugh.
Then Gordon saw and he stared with his jaw wide open. That set me off.
I began to laugh.
Hard.
So did he.
He kept on shaking his head at me.
And Sam, who was beside me.
She saw too and for some reason, we were just laughing uncontrollably.
Then, Pn. Wan came over to MY table to count the test papers.
She did. Twice. Then again when the amount was not sufficient.

I think I broke a rib laughing.

--

When i got home, a message was waiting for me.
Lee: Oi. *pokes* I need help. Professional help on girls and how to understand them. And er, possibly how to make a certain girl in my class like me. Call you later.

O_O

The Self-Proclaimed-Single-Guy-Forever in love with a girl?

Dear god.
What happened to the world when i was away?!

--

Going back to Penang this SATURDAY.
Hear that, Rachel?
Whee!!

Now have to go study KHB-PK to;

RUB THIS GUILT ONLINE TRIP OFF.

:D

Byes!

Diggity >:O

2009-10-23T07:43:00.000-07:00

Playing the guitar is what keep me going through the week, damn it.

Moral exam;
Easy ;D
Thank you Akira!

Math Exams;

:|

Dear god, i pray you help me through hard times and grant me the power and the will to make it through these hard times, give me strength, give me strength, give me strength, give me strength...........

In short,

Bloody hell, JUST HELP ME

Science exams;

Only remember after exams, Cha Kie and me were yelling at the teacher "It's GAAAAAAAS!!!" LOL

It was SO noisy in the class i had to yell three times at Gordon just to understand what he was trying to ask me. Me, Amanda, Dharma and Chun Yu kept pestering the teacher about a question until she bellowed at us to go away and get the results when she finishes marking everything, hitting me with the papers. Me bad student XD

BM exams

Perbandingan. O_O
Amanda, LiLing, Dharma and Sofia had totally different views on the topic.
Now I'm really confused X_X

Helpp.

It has been over a month.
I still have Hock Lun's friend's tie.

-.-

I think at the rate I'm going, I'll still have it when i turn thirty.
He is nowhere to be found =.=

Tonight is the only night i get to relax.
Tomorrow, hard core studying.

Ah well.

May the force be with me, may the force be with me, may the force be with meeeee

Blabber blabber blab :)

2009-10-21T20:19:00.000-07:00

Tuition.

Didn't study BM at all >:O
This is exactly WHY i am looking for a new tuition -.-
Spent the whole two hours only chat with LiLing non-stop and study science.
HeeHee.
Dicks and Facelifts

Exams.

My class placing isn't horrendous after all!

It's HORRIBLE. It's TERRIBLE. It's worse than VEGETABLES.

I'd rather sit in a pigsty full of mud than where i am now.
-.-

Somebody help me.

And dang,
Only person there i know is Gordon.
Plan ruined ady lo.
Justin sits so far away.
-.-

English test was quite easy :P

But Amanda was so emo.
She thinks she did it wrong.
O_O

She did it in letter form.
Even more O_O
I mean... letter form?!
Wth much.

After exams sat with Dharma, Sofia and Emo Manda to chat. Apparently, all three of us made the same statement to Amanda at different times.

"I'm sure Cik Sathya would understand."

Talk about synchronicity.

Hmm.

This is my problem.

I was never good at ending posts.

Okay.

The End.

Cause i need to get some last-minute BM cramming

And so;

2009-10-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

Typical topic: Exams tomorrow :(

My class placing..
So horrendous i do NOT even want to THINK about it.

*cries* Whole plan ruined! *screams*
Calm down.
I can't do anything about it. Maybe assassinate the teacher maybe.

Nah. Too much hassle.

NEXT.

I finally understand maths :P As in, Finally!
Studied literature but ended up drawing; Anime versions of Christine and Erik.
Fine. I KNOW they both don't remotely resemble Christine and Erik.
But i had them in mind as i sketched :O
I know they aren't as nice.

But hey, GO TEAM ERIK!!
I hate you Raoul.
:D

Sejarah.

Once i plot it out as a story/ Korean drama, it's kinda fun

Chapter Seven

The evil Siamese troops pillaging the villagers with 7000 army troops ( dramatic scene with people screaming and blood being spilt ) and all the handsome leaders grouping together to find a way to end this tyranny. It was led by Tunku Abdullah, Tengku Kudin ( not leng zhai AT ALL, Sam, OLD AGED WRINKLED MAN), Tunku Long and Tunku Muhammad. ( handsome leng zhai's brainstorming attack plans with starstruck women assistants at their side). *skips* And the Army Ships crowding the harbor, and there was no food or water and Tengku Kudin got sacrificed in the process of fighting them ( Jackie Chan moves, people! )

You get the idea.

Geography;

Sorry Sharmaine&Sam
Sorry Timothy.
Sorry Lee.
Sorry Rachel.
Sorry Justin.
Sorry Jack.
Sorry Samuel.
Sorry John K.

I had to use your names to memorize the maps and stuff. And believe me, they are hee-la-rious :D
So many bloody "J"'s i had to use >:O
Annoyingg.
Speaking of Justin, LiLing and him came over last week.
Instead of studying, we went to the basketball court to play :P

Mitchel Musso can sing.
He sings better than Miley.
"Hey" and "The In Crowd" are nice :D

Click if you're interested.

I haven't uploaded any images of myself on my blog, I've forgotten what i look like!

Now i remember.
XD

Ciao! ;D

Blah

2009-10-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

So, i get a kick out of being mean.
What's it to you, loser?
--

Now i remember WHY i closed my blog. I BLOG LIKE MAD WHEN IT'S OPEN. And you thought Becky Bloomwood had problems, eh? Now i'm a freaking blogaholic.
Curse you, internet! And look at the picture below. Thats right. I MADE IT because i wanted to put it on my: *guess what?*

BLOG.

Now i have to go study to rub this guilt trip off >:O

Uh Oh

2009-10-16T20:15:00.000-07:00

Exams are here!

Flee!

FLEEEE FOR YOUR LIVES!

Or we can just buckle down and study.
:P

Revision status; Red for alert and green for okay ;D

Geog- all, done.----------------------Maths- all, half

BM- all, done.------------------ Sejarah Form 2- half
Moral- all, done.------ KHBK- Haven't started X_X
BI - all, done.------ Seni - Totally haven't start X_X
Sej Form 1- done.---------------------------------------
Science- all, done. --------------------------------------
Pjpk and Sivik- Doesn't count.-------------------------

THATS IT?!
Dang, I'm slow! >:O Must go study now

Buhh Byee T_T

Hello.

2009-10-16T07:24:00.001-07:00

12.00PM Friday.

Hello.

This is for you, Alec.

Hey, 'Lec?
Remember me?
Natalie.

I know Fi told you to read this.
Don't get mad at her.
I asked her to.
It's been nearly one year and a half since we lost touch.
Since, you know.

I'm sorry, if i ever hurt you with my words.
I know i can get moody and emo at times and i really appreciate you always, always, always being there for me.

I'm sorry if i acted too spoiled and like a precious princess at times.
I know you tried your best.

After all the time we spent together, and to just lose connection just like that...
Well.
It's been a year and nine months.
We haven't spoken since that brief catch-up in OU three months ago.
But it's okay.

I was clearing away some of my old drawings and stuff when i found an old crumpled piece of paper.
The one of the alien and you. And the one of me and the wig.
Remember?

This is not a post about reminiscence.
Its just, i felt that you had to know I'm truly sorry.

But it wasn't only me.

Sometimes, i guess you can be a little overbearing.
We fought at times.
But we would always say sorry and it'd be all right again.
You'd sometimes jump to conclusions and accuse me wrongly and sometimes, even harshly. I lived with it.
No one is perfect.
You had faults.
So did I.

We used to go to that same field almost every day.
Shoot hoops almost every day.
Even though i couldn't at the time, you flawlessly shot goal after goal.

You moved to another continent for your dad's huge promotion.
You were so excited about it. Your mom and Fi were so excited. It was a new start for all of you.
I was so happy for you.
I still remember.
But we were over just before you moved.

You were the best friend i never had.
And a just that little bit more.

I don't expect you to call, like you used to.
I just wanted you to read this.
And know that maybe our ending wasn't so bad.

And that it's okay.

We move on.

Yeah.
We met up again three months ago.
I mentioned that, i know.
You really haven't changed, haven't you?
Thats a good thing.

It was brief and short.
One hour doesn't really compare to everything.
It felt so different.

Fi said you still blame yourself.
Don't.

I've stopped.
Maybe you should too.
But I'm not expecting things between us to change.

It's okay.
We'll always have the memories, right?

To the best friend,
'Lec.

-Natalie-

Another day, another day gone by

2009-09-11T06:19:00.000-07:00

Birthday came; and gone
Thanks all for the presents
And the birthday wishes;
Through all forms of communication
SMS, house phone, MSN, and Facebook,
And believe it or not;
Even the crazy guy who sent his through a letter attached to a rock and a string.
Father was not amused. :D

<3 you guys

This is a big thank you post to all those people out there.
:D

THANK YOU

:)

This should grant me blogging grace for a while
;D

Ah well. Sweet procrastination

2009-09-04T06:37:00.000-07:00

My blog is dead.
I know, i've repeated that a million times again and again.
My blog is dead.

Ha.

Lets start with Tuesday;

One,

Batman: Can't buy meeeee *banging at window*

Two,

Batman: Hundred mil alreadyyy *passing by window*
Me: *closes window*

Three,

Batman: Ne ne ne na na *singing at the window*

Four,

Recess

Batman: Can't buy me, ha ha ha
LiLing: Swt..

Five,

Me: *alone in the class, writing*
Batman: Natalie *spooky voice*
Me: AAA! *see's its him* OI. Scared me!
Batman: *evil laugh

During some period i forgotten,
Hamster came over.
Then Mitchell.
Talk again.
Poor hamster XD

Then teacher came in.

At night;

Grr.

Scott messaged me and woke me up.
Then i saw the date properly.

I sent him the message a month ago and he's replying it today.
He replied a month-late sms.

O_O

Strange creatures boys are.

Wednesday;

ICTL. :D
The passwords were just in the drawer
So me and Amanda tried to memorise it
LOL that time

Then we got in
Got internet :D

Then Timothy and Mitch came over

Timothy: Mitchell, you have really bad breath
Amanda: *motions to me* YES HE DOES
Mitchell: I do NOT have bad breath
Amanda: *motioning to me* YES HE SO DOES
Mitchell: No la! Where got?
Timothy: Disgusting la
Amanda: *motioning* TOTALY
Me: *dying of laughter*
Amanda: *motions* IT STINKS

No wonder she was leaning so far away when Mitch was talking to me and Timothy.
LOL

Thursday;

Got this ceramah on rogol
LOL

Kept playing 21 and Blackjack during the whole thing
Only kept the cards away when the screen flashed something about

MENJUDI DI SEKOLAH

XD

I was mad at Akira so didn't talk to her for the day.
>:O

Unfeeling jerkkkkk

Tuition;

I was like, dead through the whole thing
Then when Tze Yi/ Batman offered me chocolate biscuits
My mind was saying yes yes yes yummy chocky biscuits
But i shook my head no and slumped over the table again
Felt so dead.

Thursday

Don't remember anything at all.
Remember talking to Lee.
This time, he made the call
He was really hyper.
And thats it.
O_O

End of school.

Edric: What time?
Me: 5.30
Bao Jeff: Edric, stop asking the bloody time- *stops* Really 5.30 already ah!!
Me: Yeah...
Edric: *pushes Bao Jeff* Fucker la you
Bao Jeff: What fucker you fucker

Again...

Edric: Er, Natalie, borrow...
Bao Jeff: Don't borrow to this fucker, he's a fuckface
Edric: Oh, so borrow to HIM la
Bao Jeff: You can't borrow to this fuckface!
Edric: What fuckface you fucker

Then, they spent another 5 minutes arguing until they finally borrowed my science textbook.

== la really

Friday;

The day started off with Chun Yu yelling at me
"Betrayer, betrayer, betrayer! Watch out, i declare war on you i drop your value i will drop until zero i will make your health until-"
And on and on and on
Just because i sided with Mitchell on a war
Swt.

Then the day started.
Seni;

Sharpened my color pencils all over the table :D

PJPK;

Badminton.
Kept screaming with Andrea and pointing rackets at each other
:D

Then during Geo, sat by myself to study

Seriously.
You can put it in the newspaper

Natalie Oh spotted, actually studying in class

Decided to take studies a lil' bit more seriously la.

At the end of school,

Mitch suddenly appeared and said that we're bringing Chun Yu down
Fine by me XD

Came back home.
Called L again.
Chat.

L: I saw this hot girl in the mall!
Me: Really?
L: She was so pretty!
Me: Why didn't you go talk to her?
L: Yeah, but the problem was...
Me: What?
L:She was a guy.
Me: What the..

I have a very very, very, random friend. O_O

End post.
8D

Family Guy

2009-08-26T22:23:00.000-07:00

My life is being dominated by this cartoon.
Family Guy.

Watch Watch Watch ;D

New Layout

2009-08-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

I GOT A NEW BLOG LAYOUT :D

Flashback;

2009-08-24T00:20:00.001-07:00

Friday

Seni

Got my marks back. I think I'll sue the teacher.

Recess

Benjamin: This nugget is SO GOOD. *waves the nuggets in my face*
Me: Shut up. I'm hungry and poor.
Benjamin: *Crunch Crunch Crunch* Mmm, so crispy and yummy.
Me: Stop it.
Benjamin: Hungry eh? *Crunches loudly*
Me: Yes. Yes. YES.
Benjamin: MuahahahahaHAHA
Me: *grumbles*

PJPK.

Amanda and Akira, ITS NOT FUCKING FUNNY ANYMORE.
Just; shut up about it already.

Geog.

Mitchell and Chun Yu came over.
Amanda went somewhere else.
Chat for whole period.
Then Yahaya came.
LOL laa he

BM

After work finish went over to Sofia and Dharma's place
Then Yahaya came again

Yahaya: Penjahat eh, kau
Me: Pengkhianat eh, kau
Yahaya: *brandishes his Seni at me*
Me: *hits him with rackets*

Its a blur.
I kept laughing and laughing and laughing
And Sofia just kept on saying stuff
Sofia said something to him and he hit her with his Seni again.
She ran to me and pointed him standing side-by-side with Dharma.
Shrieks of laughter again for no apparent reason
I get soo hyper ;D

Then Chun Yu stole my rackets.
He returned them later on, hanging them on my neck, practically strangling me.
*Chokes*

And they just kept on laughing.
Meanies.

Friday;

PENANG.
Had a b-l-a-s-t
:D

But now I'm "quarantined" back home
Woo-pee-doo
Life is SO interesting right now, dontcha think?

-__-

Post End.

First to fall; last to know

2009-08-19T08:33:00.000-07:00

I TAKE IT ALL BACK.
Yi Qian, you dog.
Lowered my value until......
Watch out, YOU TOFU

Tuition;

Shen's shirt is so gay.
:D

Zien Han;
Whatever, its your shit la.
Want to attack?
Bring it on.
Its just a Facebook app where I earn 1mil per hour.
I don't care if you earn a billion per hour
Hello, I'm level 49 and you're level 220+
I started it two weeks ago.
You started, what?
Last year? A few months ago?
Like i care

=_=

Yi Qian;
DOG.

Tze Yi;
At least you're not as empty headed as them

Actually asking me for M&Ms.
That was so gay-y-y-y-y
O_O

Liling
Oi, *pokes*

Ponteng-ed school today, so nothing to blog about.
>=)

And this post ends with a bang.

*bang

It's always a different excuse

2009-08-18T05:59:00.000-07:00

Today;

I WAS LATE BY FIVE SECONDS.
YES.
FIVE.
SECONDS.

When i reached to the place

Justin was like, 'Tai sei, late eh.' with an evil grin.

Oh, shut up
I was late twice already
:(

Only the going-home time was the highlight of the day
Cos' during recess i stuck this sticker on Amanda's back
And that traitor Yahaya, he told her about it
Grr

Then at the end of school, i told him;
Me: ' PENGKHIANAT LA YOU.'
Yahaya: 'Apa?'
Me: 'The sticker on Amanda's back!'
Yahaya: 'Oh, kerana dia girlfriend saya la, special sikit.'
Me: 'WHAT?!?!? OMG!' * begins to laugh maniacally *
Yahaya: 'Dia girl kan, friend saya juga!'

Too late. Damage done.
:)

Then when i came to my senses ( i was laughing so SO SO hard )
I heard them talking more

Sofia: 'Kerana dia putih ya?'
Yahaya: 'Dharma putih la, lebih dari Amanda sikit, ke?'
Sofia: 'Ya, Dharma putih, jadi, kamu suka Dharma?'
Yahaya: 'Dia special!'

Amanda and Dharma: * jaw- dropping action *

I don't know what they were saying, I was too busy laughing my ass off
Gawd I don't remember laughing that hard ever during this week
XD

The End
:D

And;

2009-08-15T03:45:00.000-07:00

Broken promises

2009-08-13T19:39:00.000-07:00

Today;

Half-Mundane and Half-Funny.

KH

Me and Amanda played Chao Dai Di and ( grr ) 21 *guns* during that period
I actually WON
:D

Then Moral
Another group presented
Mine was over on Tuesday
:)

Then recess
Akira really couldn't find Amanda each time
"She really should wear a cowbell around her neck"
Quote Sound of Music
XD

Then English
Went to watch Sound of Music
Everyone on screen looked like ghosts cos' it was too bright
Then go fetch Yi Qian.
Mr. 21 Guns

While Amanda was asking permission to borrow Yi Qian
We chatted a while outside
Forgot what was it about but i kept laughing
O_O
Then i don't know what happened but it turned into a race back to the bilik tayangan
Lame, i know. i know.
XD

I ran using the dewan way
And Amanda and Yi Qian raced against each other by the bookshop way
I saw him pointing at me and yelling something at me as he ran

Naturally, I won. *perasan-ness*
They were staring at me and saying 'HOW DID YOU GET HERE SO FAST?'
;)

Then watched it.
It's like...

COOL.

:)

And science
I was moody and a little angry
Fine i admit it, at Amanda

Never mind.
I've been through this with her a million times
Like, chill la....

The ping pong ball was fun
:D

Then at night, go OU
And collected my ( sob ) FINAL book

:D

And so,

The end.

Don't let them tears fall now

2009-08-12T08:22:00.001-07:00

Staring at the pale blue sky and the trees framing it with dark green leaves;
Thinking of you till' it hurts
Words aren't enough to describe this, okay?
So,
Miss you, buddy
:'|

Yes.
My emo persona is BACK
Watch out, duckies
I might randomly snap or shout at people
Or turn quiet and face away

Today?
Nothing special.
Boring, in short

Can't go out for basketball
Can't go out to Dharma's house
Can't go to OU with friends

Because?

H1N1

Yes, parents drummed it into me that.....

Conversation ( my version )

Mom: H1N1, has killed a lot of people
Dad: Be careful
Mom: Oh and did i mention,
H1N1, killed a LOT of people
Dad: So we have to TAKE CARE
Mom: Oh yeah, i missed this out too,
H1N1, is DEADLY
Dad: So must be MORE AWARE and CAREFUL

The Real Conversation

Mom: Cannot go out, got H1N1
Dad : Must be careful you know

OKAY.

I GET IT.

I am so lifeless
I should have died three weeks ago

Science

Played chao dai di with Amanda and Looi and Justin.
I won twice.
The guys behind me now are making cards of their own since i want to use mine
Zz

So, this is Sejarah

Emo-ing period.
Don't want to elaborate

This is Maths

Zz.
Yew Joon is like,
LAME.
LAME LAME LAME

Whatever.

You can sweep your own floor and i do not care if Pn Cheng yells at me for not doing my duty cos' it was not my duty sweeping floors is not the same as bloody wiping windows and you can find some other people who has sweeping duty on other days to replace them you egoistic little asshole

Another Wed Tuition

Yi Qian cannot sing.
Seriously.
He.
Cannot.
Sing.

He was like; "ONE, TWENTY ONE GUNS,"
After school ends just to annoy me
He was laughing away at me as he sang it
Amanda joined in
Grr
He was like; "Thrilller, this is the thrrilllleerrr."
At tuition.
Argh

Ear damage

Shen insulted Zember last week
And now he denies it?
*gasp
He called Zember a little slow in the head
As in
MENTAL ILLNESS

He is so mean

Whatever.

Ending this post very very emo-ly,

The End

Andrea insulted my teeth today

2009-08-09T19:55:00.000-07:00

Andrea and Assshhh

Lookie

Me and Snoogy.

The 1/3 of the project

Amanda leaving, she's so desperate to leave, its all blurry

Foood XD

Duchessssss

Everything was falling everywhere XD

She looks as if she's gonna poke someone

Andrea came first
Then the Duchess
Then Amanda

Today was

RADICAL :D

I think that says it all
XD

Andrea and Sasha practically molested my toy dogs
Especially Ashley
Poor thing

Didn't actually start until a few hours later
About...
65% done ;P

But by TUESDAY it will be finished

Pinky swear :)

Lepak- 70%
Eat-20%
Work-10%

And so,

The End

Come break me down

2009-08-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

I think Amanda's pissed off at me.
I think i know why.
She just left so abruptly after science and i didn't get a chance to talk to her

...

*Sigh

Tomorrow, then.

At least today skip Sathya
Go to hall to decorate
:D

And great.
Another person who is pissed at me
Yi Qian.
He was flicking me with the broom
And i think he got kinda mad about *ahem*
Cos i kinda kept annoying him with it

And so..

SO.

Fine... SORRY LA, DUDE

Cos Shen made it up.
This nickname for him
T---
If you wanna crash-and-burn Mr. Shen's car
I'll go help you do it la, k
But let me steal the cash first

Shen d Wednesday tuition damn
Damn
DAMN

WTF.

But after it ended, lol
They poured bloody coffee AGAIN into my drink
Then, at the stairs, Tze Yi brandished it at me
I didn't want it
So i whispered to him to put it in Zien Han's gaping open bag
He laughed and aimed.

He missed. =_=

ZH threw it at him, yelling 'YOU ARE SO DEAD!'
It clattered to the floor
Then i put it in TY's bag

He didn't see
XD

Saturday got meeting for Moral with group members...
Damn.
*Sobs*

The classes distance are becoming annoying
Its always I aaaalways cannot find Li Ling and Akira keeps losing Amanda and has to frequently ask me where Amanda went to
=_="
I want back the old classes la d

So.

The end.

It remains a mystery why i put weird titles that have no relation whatsoever to the post.

2009-08-04T07:07:00.000-07:00

I don't know why, but i got soooooo hyper today

"Perhimpunan"
Me: Sorry Mitch
Mitch: Okay...
Me: *thinks im not going to kena from him and goes *phew*
Mitch: And...YOU LOWERED MY VALUE BY HALF! HALF!!
Me: Accident...
Mitch: YOU NEARLY MADE ME CRY!
Me: Wha-? *controls urge to burst out laughing*

Science I kept screaming at Amanda and Sofia Cos Sofia STILL did not get the "Joke"
Screaming all the way with manic laughter at them

Me: IT WAS ABOUT MEEEEEEE, ME, ME, ME!!!

Before that, i made this long speech to Amanda about our friendship

She was about to throw a paper that had all our nonsense scribbled and sketched out on.

I stopped her. "One day, when we have parted... you will look at this paper and think about the good times we had together as good friends. Memories, Amanda, MEMORIES." She offers the paper to me, and says "You want it?' I shake my head in reply, "Hell NO, why would i want a dirty scribbled piece of paper?" She looks outraged. "Then?!' I raise a hand. "Wait." I continue. "You will look back, and think about the fun we had, drawing and laughing..."

I finished with this

"And maybe one day, when i am long gone, you will remember that you could have always come to me in times of help and need-" I pass her the book. "Help me pass up." Then i continued my speech. "And that i always helped you-"

She couldn't tahan anymore and she screamed at me at the end, still laughing her head off, holding my book, 'FUG YOU, FUUUGGG YOU MAN!'

My throat still hurts from screaming out the speech to her
Yes. I screamed it out
And i thought it up ON THE SPOT.
Ain't i just wonderful?
:D

Home

After eating, straight away do my Geog and Maths non-stop until finish.
Listening only to two songs while doing for over an hour
Goo goo dolls- Iris and Boys like girls- Hero Heroine
Ain't i so awesomely hardworking? :D

Going to cutty my hair tomorrow
:D

Er.

The End.

And nobody else; so we can be free

2009-08-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

Today was weird.
O_O

Recess

I was innocently waiting to buy my roti canai
And suddenly Tze Yi comes up to me and he says
"BATMAN?!!?! WHY?!?!?"
Me: Heh
And LiLing got so hyper
I have never seen her that hyper before
I actually had to lean backwards cos she was so enthusiastic about it

X_x

Bacaan

Timothy came over again
Apparently Amanda forgot to sprinkle the salt
=_="
I wrote on a piece of paper to Amanda
'Want to go to the toilet?'
She instantly began packing all her stuff away
Then sits upright with big alert eyes and looks at me
'YES!'
Then we ponteng-ed the whole period
XD

Sejarah

Discussing the moral project thingy
Andrea asked me my address
Me: Er, BU6/3 er..
*Turns to Amanda*
Me: I live at BU6, right?
Everyone breaks down laughing
I seriously forgot
O_O

Lawrence and TaoJ are seriously
ANNOYING
>=(

And after school

Dharma said Siti Aishah wanted to see me
Then four of them gathered around me
*GULP
She asked me to draw something for her
And i kinda keep forgetting to bring
Thought they were going to murder me
X_X

EEK

Nah.
Just wanted to remind me
*Phew

Another short story

The run

She had whispered to him from the hospital bed. 'Run, dear, run.' Then she took her last breath and her head sunk down, he thought he saw her exhaling her last breath. He turned with tears building up in his eyes and ran, ran and ran.

He did not stop running, gravel pounded underneath his feet, he ignored the stares of the people who watched him run. He was out of breath; he crumpled to his knees, and lay upon the ground. He was horribly emaciated, he had not eaten or drank for three days on his gruesome quest to run for her. His feet were bloody and strips of flesh were torn away from them. His hands were covered in dirt, his whole body was. His joints were on fire and patches of hair had fallen out. He continued crawling and crawling, wanting so desperately to obey his dead darling's wishes.

'Run, dear, run.'

His hand stretched forward, he must continue. Then, with a horrifying shudder, he gulped in air and lay, dead on the hard ground, with sand and stones blowing all around him.

It was only later on, much, much, much later on that something was discovered.

She had said 'Rum.' Her favourite drink, her favourite kind of alcohol. Then, she leant her head down in depression, as she was not allowed to drink it in her condition. When she looked up, he had disappeared.

The End

This SO could be Justin and LiLing.
But no one is dying at the moment anyway
She hates rum
Probably doesnt even know what it is anyway

I really don't know how to end posts properly

So.

The End.

The Teacher

2009-08-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

Her evil fangs glisten above me as she lectures me about my essay. Poison falls down from the tips of her fangs and burns a hole through my table. The tip of her black pointed finger is all i can see as she points and shouts at me about my work. I cringe back and look at my desk mate; or at least, what remained of her. Her singed remains linger in the air and the ghost of her pens and pencils lie on the table. The teacher's hideous red dress swings around her legs, her feet clad in pointy high heels as she turns to her next victim. Oh the joy, for one of those ludicrously high heels to snap and let her plunge down to her death.

If only.

I glance behind me and see the boy behind me blinking furiously, awaiting his punishment as the teacher walks menacingly towards him. She flings back his essay in his face and he starts to cry. Something had to be done about this demon.

I fingered the pair of scissors i had in my tattered black pencil box. The girl opposite me see's my movement and her eyes glint. She takes out her scissors silently. She catches the eye of a boy sitting next to her. He frowns momentarily then he saw the light. He takes out his compass, the sharp end glittering the the light. Three of us get up lightly, swiftly, inexorably.

The rest of the class wait for us to advance with baited breath. Already five students she had polished off, we were not waiting for another one to go down. They grasped their weapons, ready to defend at the most. We lunged at the Teacher.

The blades sank down into her skin, we heard a hissing noise. Her evil purple hair began to fall out, one by one at terrifying speed. She wailed and screamed and the rest of the class gathered up their strength and stabbed her repeatedly.

She disintegrated into a pile of fine ashes which fell to the floor in a perfect shape of a forked tail. We had combined our strength and vanquished the demon controlling us all.

We stormed out of the classroom, freeing our fellow inmates. Then, we ran out of the prison we were held in, and were free once more. The ghost of the demons linger in the air, holding black biting books and sharp red pens, but we know they can't hurt us.

End.

Trapped

2009-08-01T19:11:00.000-07:00

I've always hated being in an enclosed space. I hated my classrooms. The best i could do was to stare out the window and look at the sky. I liked the view from my old classroom but that was gone now. I would look out the sky and watch the snowy white clouds drift lazily past the bright blue sky. I had always liked staring out the window.

I miss that.

On a happier note,

And HAPPY REAL BIRTHDAY to Rachel Rs
And HAPPY CHINESE BIRTHDAY to Amanda

And staying home is punishment?
Mother, you are misjudged
:)

-KGT-
-Seni-

Darn homework

Liberation

2009-08-01T03:55:00.000-07:00

Running. I ran freely onto the grass, hair tumbling over my shoulders and i felt it being whipped up by the evening breeze. I laughed.

The field was green and wide, beckoning me forward with my basketball. I saw the two majestic hoops standing opposite each other; i was ready. I bounced it against the dew-clad strands of grass and ran forward. I threw it up in the air gently and it fell perfectly in an arc through the hoop. A silent scream of triumph ran through my head, reverberating through me. I walked forward again.

The previous tears of disappointment that had once lay on my eyelashes were slowly drying up and i had started smiling again. I carelessly brushed the grass off my clothes and bounced the ball. Another round, another triumph.

The trees swayed in the breeze and i felt my hair fly around me. Unlike all the other girls i knew who would instantly brush it back down, i let it whip around my face. My shoes were stained green by the ground but i smiled. I loved that color.

Although there was a breeze, the evening sun still shone brightly in the sky and i relished in its warmth. There was so much to love, right now, right here. I threw again and again; never missing one shot. I missed having this much freedom on the field. Usually i was restricted; too many people were around. Now it was just me and the goalposts.

I heard my name being called. I ignored it.

I went on, knowing i was free. The voice in my head called out 'Do you choose to be free?' Knowing the definite answer was lingering in my mind, i said it out loud. 'Yes!' It tasted so sweet on my tongue. Liberation washed through me and i ran further away. I threw the ball up in the air and watched it fall back to me.

I heard my name echo around the field one more time as i turned back to see the person walking away. Let them walk away. I didn't need them. I was betrayed so many times yet i found friends where i didn't expect to find. I didn't know who to trust and who to not and i kept my heart away. I had suffered the consequences the last time i wore my heart on my sleeve. I had to be a fool to repeat the same mistake.

I love breezy evenings where i knew i could re-collect myself.

I lay back on the grass, looking up at the endless blue sky and the white clouds slowly drifting by. Another gentle breeze blew, the tiny flowers almost hidden in the grass swayed with the fronds of green in harmony. I reached out and picked one, handling it carefully. It was beautiful, the details minute yet special. Then the wind snatched it out of my fingers and it blew away, on it's next great adventure. I lay there for a while, who knew how long? Hours or minutes, it didn't really matter. Then, i got up, carrying my basketball in one arm and looking back at the trees and at the hoops.

Smiling one more time, i turned and walked back to the real world.

All the things she said, running through my head, this; is not enough

2009-08-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

Today is Rachel's barbecue party. NO!! I can't be there!! Since it's so faaaaar away~~ And i so wanted to see the dream guy! And to be there, DUH! Well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN! :D

Facebook

Tze Yi copied my idea when he bought me
On friends for sale
Now my name is Superwoman.
Aah :(
This girl with HUGE BOOBS keeps buying him
I am serious
She was only wearing a bra in her DP
O_O
Tze Yi has a big boobed stalker
I simply have to mention this in tuition
:D

Phone

First Amanda called
10 minutes

Received a message from Bra

Then i called back
8 minutes

Amanda had to go somewhere

Then she called back
15 minutes

Received a message from Rachel

Then i called back
7 minutes

O_O

Amazing

XD

Youtube

Addictions;
Parachute VA-She is love
The Kill and From Yesterday- 30 Seconds to Mars
JARED LETO from 30STM IS HAWT
Who disagrees; I kill

=)

Out

I am grounded.
I AM FREAKING GROUNDED
Is this the 21st century OR WHAT?!
I am counting.
Lets see.
5
FIVE
Five bloody outings i missed
SINCE I WAS GROUNDED
Wait.
SIX.
One that was supposed to be...
Oh, I really don't know,
Maybe,
Possibly,
If i am not wrong...
TODAY?!?!

Grrrrrrrr.

Hello, this is 21st century la, mom
Not back in the Victorian times where you use
'GROUNDED'

Waaaaa

*Bursts into tears*

To take my mind off things,
Here is a short story i scribbled down

A day as a cobbled street

It is daybreak. Soon, feet will be thundering upon me and engulfing my colorful stones that lay upon me. What is this i see? A pair of black tires coming towards me. I stick out a rock and giggle as i watch it bump around.

But wait.

The teeny weeny car bumps around too much and it eventually overturns, landing in a ditch and the passengers roll out. They seem unscathed, and i mentally breath a sigh of relief. Then, i see some oil leak out of the car and in one swift motion, the car explodes, taking the people with them.

I pretend not to know anything. Then, ten upon ten of feet run towards the crime scene, stamping on me. Gross. One guy had tread on dog poo!

Wait a minute...

This is as good as a confession!

=D

Random

2009-07-31T07:43:00.000-07:00

I never knew I owned so many bloody
Dust bunnies hiding under my bed

>=(

Hui Wei's birthday today
Briefly splashed her cos
Rachel took my bottle to splash her some more
Left only a little for me
Raaaaaccchhheeelll!
T_T

Today PJ Pn. Puah made me change back cos' PJ pants too short...
They only came up a few centimeters above my ankles...
Zz

Then had to stay back in the hot hall with Celine
Then chat a while
Then me, being very sneaky and naughty, XD
Went behind the curtains of the hall XD
Omg la, the Indian caretaker
Caught us there
It was like Indian Caretaker: APA KAMU BUAT DI BELAKANG SANA?!
Me: OMG! He saw us!
Celine: OMG!
*Rushes out and escapes from the stage*
Me: Phew
Celine: At least i got to know whats behind
Me: XD

Then go back to jaga the bottles
Then Akira and all of them finally return
*Yay Since i was unable to actually do anything
*Zzzzzz*

I counted the number of times for the push ups and all
LOL
Me and Akira counted the number of times for Dharma first
In squeaky voices
And deep voices

SqueakyDeep

Me: One, two, three, four
Akira: One, two, three, four

We counted at the same time
Made her fall down of too much laughing Amanda too
Sabotage-rs XD

Oh yeah.
Tze Yi, this guy is SUPERMAN
XD

Every morning i wake up with a little halo on my head

2009-07-29T18:47:00.000-07:00

Tuition again.

Yi Qian is damn annoying.
I can understand what Amanda said about him now
Zzz.

At the end of class
Zien Han took my M&M's
I thought he was just going to take three, like he always does every week
( I buy the same M&M's every week, XD )
He finished it all.
He poured everything down his throat.
When i turned back from gossiping with Tze Yi about someone and something *cough *cough ,
The packet was empty.
It was bloody empty
Bloody hell
And he just stood there laughing and smiling as if he didn't do anything
Zz

Teacher got so pissed today
At the three guys in front
Tze Yi, Yi Qian, and bloody M&M stealer Zien Han
Especially Yi Qian
Idiot
Amanda was right to complain about him last time

Sorry to Dharma.
We know you don't have connections with those six guys we mentioned.
Wait.
Seven.
Still.
Sorry.

Although the comics Sofia drew were hilarious

Sorry.

=)

Theory? No. More like a lunatic's point of view

2009-07-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

Him: The world bores you when you are cool. Therefore, I am bored.
She: How sad. You're uncool AND bored.

--

Well. At least today was not a total washout.
NOT.
Changed classrooms to the bloody padang cabin-like classrooms.

REASONS WHY I HATE IT THERE

1. Its so small
2. Its made out of bloody concrete. Concrete absorbs heat.
3. Therefore, it is so warm there
4. I can't see the sky anymore
5. It's so quiet there

REASONS WHY I LOVE IT THERE

NONE AT ALL. >=(

During bacaan.

Timothy, for some reason
And joined me and Amanda
He was reading this book
And when we saw the name of the owner of the book
Amanda and me nearly wet ourselves laughing
*shh
XD
Then chat
He sounds like my mom
O_O
AND HE GOT 84 FOR SENI
*GASP
*DIES

Me: Yeah, i know... percentage dropped so much
Timothy: *reads percentage* WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!?! WHY DID YOU DROP?!?!
Me: YOU SOUND LIKE MY MOM, DUDE
Timothy: And i beat you in Maths! Oh YEAH, man!
Me: Maybe not...

Would have carried on talking but Pn Wan came in
Asked Amanda and me to do this percentage thing for the class
Forced him to help out
Damn, he has ugly handwriting
:D
Truth!!

And last Friday,
Me and Sofia found out Dharma has a new connection
XD

Connections.

1. Elvis tak Presley
2. Budak Rumput
3. Mystery Man
4. Mr. Q-Q!!!!!!!!! =)

Oh, Sofia, Sofia.
XD

And i really
Really
REALLY
Hate the song 'Coming Clean' By HIlary Duff
Sharmaine would know why.

Don't you, shar?
Mfft.

I cannot believe it
Amanda went to a BOOK SALE
Thats surprising thing number ONE
Amanda only bought ONE BOOK.
Trust me
I nearly died on the spot
What kind of PERSON
Goes to a BOOK SALE
And only comes back with ONE BLOODY BOOK?!?!?

I am very, very, VERY dissapointed in you, Amanda.

Lol

This is all so random

O_O

Dearly Deported;

2009-07-22T18:54:00.000-07:00

My KH project is green, purple, red, pink, and violet with a gold hook.

KILLER XD

Oh yeah,

Amanda,

I'M TURNING MY LIFE AROUND

Sharmaine.

Siti Aishiah/ SOFIAAA >=(

Mistika.

Amanda.

Stop asking me to draw stuff for you people

Just because i *cough* can *cough* draw

Doesn't mean i am a walking sketchbook

X_X

Unless you pay

Scott.

You made her bitch-slap me

Summore say I was slapped by her willingly

Guys are weird O_O

This is a brief recollection of yesterday

Naidy: Natalie, can you pass this to Chun Yu

Me: Hamster?

Naidy: *dies laughing*

Ohhhh,

So thats why he came to Jati

Now i remember

Amanda was like,

Naidy came to Jati for what?

Yesterday tuition

=_=

I mean

The teacher is so insulting

Looked so shocked cos' i got the highest

He was like, YOU got the highest?!

Damn, i do this everyday on bloody score-a online program

=_="

Double- swt

==___==""

Then he was like,

Teacher: Yi Qian, not going to shake her drink ah?

Yi Qian: Not YET

*Gives me an evil grin*

Again..

Swt

I hate Zien Han

Lame.

Zzzz

And yeah, i am so going to die of diabetes

Next week waffles cos of "highest"

Going to speed up my death

Have to draw now.
>=(

I'm done being the bad guy. I'll be the evil guy ;D

2009-07-21T21:18:00.001-07:00

Oh I'm singing alone
Singing alone
Singing alone
=D

5 good deeds I have done today

1. I'm evil
2. I'm bad
3. I'm mean
4. I'm still evil
5. I don't do good deeds

Hui Wei: Ha HA HA

Bhuddist is boring now........
AND..

MY KH PROJECT,
IS LIKE,
FIXED!
XD

It was falling apart one moment
And seriously loose
And nails were everywhere
And then
My dad
Was like,
OMG THIS IS HIDEOUS!!! MY EYES!!! AARGH
Then he started dismantling it
I was like,
OMG DAD WHAT ARE YOU DOING
Then he was like,
THIS IS SO UGLY, MAN
Then, i was like,
NO IT'S NOT
Fine.
IT WAS ugly
Then i fixed it up
With his help
And I painted it
And it looks so retro now
XD

I still hate Twilight.
=(

Description overload. =]

2009-07-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

God: Don't make me come down there, mortals.

Worshipper: OH YES, PLEASE! YAY

Cynic: Damn right you wouldnt. Someone would stuff you with stuffing and put you in a museum.

Homo who doesnt give a shit: God doesnt exist

Polictician: Then will you vote for me?

:D

My heart's on lockdown
No one to turn it around
And so, she's a...

And then, she's a cold hearted BEECH TREE
:D

And yes,
One more thing.
I am so sorry i have to say this, all Twilight fans or anyone who's deranged and obsessed with Twilight

I HATE HATE HATE TWILIGHT
I HATE TWILIGHT and everything about TWILIGHT
BOOOO TWILIGHT

Yes,
I've said it

:D

Go ahead. Feel free. Like i care

2009-07-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

Fine. Cast me aside and totaly forget i even exist. I know its so, so, SO wrong to totaly feel angry but the tiny spark of resentment still remains deep inside. HELLO, WE are or should i say, WERE, your FRIENDS, AND you don't have to treat her like that, that was a total cowardly act and you HAVE NO BLOODY BALLS AT ALL, YOU DICK! I bet if i shout in your ear, i'll hear an echo. And another case, whatever, biaaaaaaaaatch. Put your beloved bf first. Ahead of EVERYTHING. When he dumps you or you both break, don't say we didnt tell you so.

IT SUCKS TO HAVE FRIENDS
I NEVER WANT TO HAVE FRIENDS AGAIN
EVER
EVER!!

I'll become a hermit and live my life alone

Wait.

Dharma, Sofia, Amanda, Brandon, Huey Xia, Crazy Guy, Sharmaine, Rachel Yjm, Fish, Rachel Rs, Hui Wei, and to all my other friends, you know who you are, dudettes and dudes! XD

At least you guys don't suck.

Thanks guys.

* cough cough cough cough *

=)

I AM STILL THE TEACHER WHO DOESNT BERSEPAKAT =) UNLIKE SOMEONE I KNOW

2009-07-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

Budak Rumput XD

Pissed off Amanda XD

"Elvis" and the "Drama Queen"

Code names, babe, code names

Thats supposedly me... ( look at it sideways )

And this is supposedly Sofia.. ( look at this sideways too )

Crying with laughter

And the code name for all these?

"Connection, tau, CONNECTION"

I had to use Sofia's spectacle handkerchief to wipe the tears of laughter away

I AM A TEACHER XD

2009-07-15T20:57:00.000-07:00

He can still smile while being strangled O_O

This is the end result. O_O

This is Tze Yi making the evil concoction...
Shake, shake, shake, shake, a shake it

This is Yi Qian being tortured...

This is them putting the coffee powder in the apple juice...
XD

I still don't get it
Tze Yi keeps shaking his head at me whenever i approach him
And smiling and saying " Tsk, Tsk, Tsk."
What's up with him?
O_O

Wednesday Tuition

Tze Yi and Yi Qian achieved their life-long dream to pour instant coffee powder into my Twister apple juice bottle. With the juice still inside.
Then we added M&M's and Skittles and Tze Yi and Yi Qian shook it, as in making " Coffee, apple juice, M&M and Skittle Tarik"
Total SWT-ness...
The juice turned from its gorgeous translucent color to a dark murky brown.
To be honest, the color looked like liquidised shit.
Then, Tze Yi dared me to drink it.
"Drink till finish."
But almost everyone had a try
I tasted it first, then Sylvia, then Tze Yi, then Yi Qian, then Zember ( is that how his name is spelt...? ) then Zien Han.
It was... sour, sweet and bitter at the same time with a hint of chocolate.
O_O
Then Zien Han tortured Yi Qian, forcing his mouth open while Tze Yi tried to pour the contents down his throat.
I still got the picture XD
My god, that was hilarious

Yi Qian, being tortured still can smile

X_X

Then, Yi Qian stole my phone
Scrolling through my messages
I went in front of him and demanded he return my phone
When he abstained,
I stole his phone
And he didn't see
Then,
Teacher: Give her back her phone
Yi Qian: Nooooo
Teacher: You cannot take people's phone one, its not good to do that
-Takes my phone-
Teacher: Nah, your pho-
-He saw me with Yi Qian's phone-
Teacher: What the-
Yi Qian: MY PHONE!!
Teacher: YOU ALSO TOOK HIS PHONE!! Yi Qian, here, Natalie's phone.
-Gives my phone back to Yi Qian-
Me: Nooo

Then Tze Yi (crazy guy) made plans for next week..

TY: Next week, bring honey
YQ: I bring mentos and coke
Me: I bring chocolate and Milo powder
YQ: Natalie, you buy again the Twister ah
TY: Yeah, then i bring the honey and coffee
LL: You all crazy
Me: You just realised?

Later,

Me: Teacher, you berpakat dengan mereka, ya!

Then teacher half-yelled and half-laughed at me

"I'M A TEACHER!!!!"

Teacher: If i had to quarantine with you all... Have to deal with a mad and crazy Natalie, Yi Qian and Zien Han are fighting all the time, Tze Yi wants to be a mad scientist, die..

School-

Scene 1: Complex Misunderstandings

-Goes down stairs-

Looi: Pasar malam

Me: Ya, done already la

Justin: ME LEH?! WHY do for HIM and not for ME?

Looi: Don't care about him la

Justin: NO, you dont care about HIM, do my seni

Me: Lol, you didnt ask me le, that time...

Looi: Never mind, just don't care about him, okay?

Justin: Looi noob

Me: Justin! You seriously want or not?

Justin: Want what?

Looi and me: NOTHING

Scene 2 : Different "languages"

English oral: Natalie Oh

Some idiots from the back call out Giant 2's name. Zzz...

Me: What the hell i'd rather die that look at that bastard

-Goes to Cik Sathya's place-

Me: What the fuck la, this fucking asshole...

Cik Sathya: Pardon me! What WERE you SAYING?

Me: Er..

Mitchell: Teacher; she was speaking in.... chinese!

Me: *dies of laughter *

Chun Yu: Ya, and she was rehearsing her oral also.... in chinese!

Me: Farkhh and AssH Harh are chinese words

Mitchell: Ya, chinese la, teacher

-Smiles at teacher-

Me: * still laughing *

Cik Sathya: Okay...Natalie, go on.

-Later on- Me: THANK YOU, GUYS XD

English oral was a nightmare X_X

I don't get it Tze Yi keeps shaking his head at me whenever i approach him

And smiling and saying " Tsk, Tsk, Tsk."

What's up with him? O_O

I post boring posts when I'm bored +_+

2009-07-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

Wednesday's tuition

IT WAS NOT MY FAULT
Teacher kept asking why i kept laughing
WELL IT WAS FUNNY
His new haircut is hilarious
The moment he walked in
LiLing and me burst into simultaneous laughter

LiLing: He looks like a little boy with a slight moustache!
Me: He looks WEIRD, man....

During the lessons:
I whispered " Do... not... look... at... his... hair..."
Then we both couldnt stop laughing
She then whispered back " Just... focus on... the board... Just don't look at him... can already..."
Then he turned around to ask whats so funny
And we both laughed even louder again

I bought a can drink
So that Yi Qian cant shake it anymore
Then Tze Yi took it and still miraculously managed to shake it hard
Creating little bubbles
Then with a triumphant gleam in his eyes
He placed it back on the table in front of me
"Hah."

Then when we were writing this karangan
Teacher said something funny
And LiLing was drinking Sarsi at the time
She practically spat it all out on her essay
I couldnt stop laughing
And four of them call me crazy
Including the teacher
Well, seeing someone spit out Sarsi on an essay IS hugely entertaing

Blehh.
=(

Oh yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

Amanda

and

Lup Kah

xD

Tag by Candace

2009-07-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: Yes. =]
B - BIRTHDAY: 10th Sept
C - CRUSHING ON: No one
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Ice cold water
E - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO: Amanda and Rachel Rs
F - FAVORITE SONG(s): Thinking of you- Katy Perry, Breakaway-Kelly Clarkson ( accoustic version ) and She says- Howie Day
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bothh xD
H - HOMETOWN: Planet Pluto
I - IN LOVE WITH: No one =(
J - JUGGLE: With neverending art projects X_X
K - KILLED SOMEONE: I SO WANT TO!!
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Too long to remember
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: COOKIES AND CREAM!
O - ONE WISH: That i had more wishes XD
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Justin..? He missed called me, like, 3 bloody times and i called back and apparently he wanted me to do his bloody art project and i hung up xD
R - REASON TO SMILE: A lot of things =)
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Waking up in Vegas- Katy Perry
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 8.30
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: Black?
V - VEGETABLE(S): Me no likey veggies XD
W - WORST HABIT: Doodling Anime, my mouse Timmy and cartoons anywhere randomly ( and i MEAN anywhere like on the walls and tables and school books )
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: My chin? When i fell off a stack of chairs and it like, burst open XD
Y – YOYOS ARE: FUNNY
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo

Random Questions About You:
1-Spell your name without vowels: N t l H ( Looks like h1n1 XD )
2-What color do you wear most?: Black, white and green
3-Least favorite color?: PINK. DISGUSTING color
4-What are you listening to?: Watching the movie Behind Emeny Lines on comp and typing this. Girls can multitask, kay? =)
5-Are you happy with your life right now?: Its fine =D
6-What is your favorite class in school?: SPORTS!! PJ!! XD
7-When do you start back at school/college?: Like... on Monday?
8-Are you outgoing?: Lets see. Amanda, Tze Yi, Yi Qian, LiLing, Hui Wei, Huey Xia, Kar Mun, and about a thousand others say I am crazy. So... yes. =)
9-Favorite pair of shoes?: My black and yellow Voir shoes.
10-Where do you wish you were right now?: Gawd, Penang, dude XD

THE CANS:
12-Can you dance?: No
13-Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Wtf is that
14-Can you whistle?: If you count blowing as whistling
15-Write with both hands?: No
16-Walk with your toes curled?: Yess. It freaks some people out XD

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes. ME
Do you believe in miracles?: I've seen them happen XD
Do you believe at first sight?: Hmm
Do you believe in Satan?: Ooh yes
Do you believe in Santa?: Not really
Do you know how to swim?: Yesshh
Do you like roller coasters?: They are fun! =)
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: If i win cash and i wont die, sure XD

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: More than like, 15 times or MORE XD
Have you ever asked someone out?: nah
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Hmm?
Have you ever been to the ocean?: YEA.* SEA WATER IS COOOL* XD
Have you ever painted your nails?: Rainbow was my last pattern XD

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Searing HOT
What radio station do you listen to?:Mix and Hitz
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Forgot
What was the last thing you bought?: Amanda's b-day pressie
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: NO TV CHANNELS!!!! T_T

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: Hamster? Or Rachel Rs?
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Tze Yi and his freaking tall tall tall tower O_O
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: No one

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: depends on the injury
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes..

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: Im like a roller coaster
What can make you happy? : A LOT of things XD
Do you wish you were happier?: Whats better than perfect?
Can music make you happy?: All the time

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: One
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? No way, dude

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: brown black
Current piercings?: Ears
Have any tattoos?: Used to
Eye color?: Black with brown-ish flecks

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Sharp green
Short or long hair: Medium
Height: Slightly taller
Best clothing: Short jeans and green top

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: O_O
Mooned someone: Neverrr
Laughed so hard you cried: YES YES YES!!! When Dharma waved this flirty wave and wink at me and Sofia ( we were playing around ) and i did the same thing and Yahaya saw her and thought she was doing it to him. Then he came over to ask me and Dharma because everyone at the table saw us do that. After that we nearly died laughing. Literally.
Cried in school: Yes
Thrown up in a store: Ew no
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Hahahaha
Gone skinny dipping: Nooo

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: COKE, BABY
McDonald's or Burger King: MC D!! But i had alot of good "memories" in BK with Rach and Bra XD
Single or Group Dates: Both?
Chocolate or Vanilla: Oh god, CHOCOLATE
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawbewwiesss XD
Meat or Veggies: Meaties =)
TV or Movie: MOVIE, DUH XD
Guitar or Drums?: both
Adidas or Nike: both
Chinese or Mexican: BOTHHHH
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: CHeERIoSSS
Cake or Pie: CAKE
MTV or VH1: Dont have TV channels!!! T_T

Not going to tag anyone.
=)

THIS IS BORING! SKIP THIS POST

2009-07-10T05:07:00.000-07:00

Scene 1- Skip to PJPK

-Played Basketball with Huey Xia, Celine, Kar Mun and 3 others-
-Then skipped rope with Amanda, Dharma and Sofia-
Huey Xia: What are you doing?
Nat: Taking the ball for a walk
Huey Xia: Whot arrre youuu doeeng? ( french accent )
Nat: Taking ze ball for ze walk ( french accent )
-Talks in french accent for the whole period-
Huey Xia: I am inspeector cluuusooee
Nat: I am ze peenk phanteer diaamond
Huey Xia: HOR!!
-Chases Nat-
Kar Mun and Aika: What are you two doing??
Nat and Huey Xia: Talking in ze french accent

Scene 2- Skipped to the ending

-Sofia and Dharma grab Nat's bag-
Nat: LET GO
Dharma and Sofia: Hahaha
Nat: Bye, guys
Amanda, Sofia and Dharma: Bye
-Walks downstairs-
Nat: Ehh, Yuchuan, just take the letter la pleaaasseee
Yuchuan: Don't want le..
Nat: What am i supposed to do with it?
Yuchuan: You can throw it if she doesnt want it
Nat: Argh, whatever la
Looi: Eh, Nat, ruang cetek and PASAR MALAM?
Nat: Here, but no pasar malam...
Looi: Whyy??
Nat: Pasar malam sucks
-Looi takes art block and tries to tear off the ruang cetek-
Nat: Omg..
Looi: Shit!!!
-Looi tore the top of the art paper-
Nat, Gordon and Yuchuan: Noooob
-Nat, Gordon, Yuchuan and Looi laughs-
Looi: Please la... PASAR MALAM
Nat: But you color ah
Yuchuan and Gordon: ME LEHH?!
-Natalie agrees to do Looi's "black and white" pasar malam and Gordon's 3d art-
Nat: But i'm not coloring anything
Looi: Thats fine. Just draw ah
Nat: Hi Hui Weii!
Hui Wei: Hii
-Chats-
Rachel: Nat!
Nat: Rachel!
Rachel: How did he take the information?
Nat: Er... do you really want to know?
Rachel: Yess!
Nat: After seeing it he asked Justin to play basketball...
Rachel: I'll slap him!
Nat: Thats what LiLing and me said!
Rachel: Haha
-Chats-
Timothy: Hi Nat
Nat: Hi Tim
-Chats-
Timothy: Oh.. my mom is here
Nat: Haha, kay bye
Timothy: K, bye
-Enters car-
Dad: Why are you so late?
Nat: Err.. long story

When we feel random, we do random things.

2009-07-06T19:19:00.000-07:00

Script-wise =)

Scene 1, The Letter

Nat: Okay, lets start

Amanda: Okay. Ready whenever you are

Nat: Now.

Amanda: OMG! NAT!

Nat: WHAT!

Amanda: THE LETTER!

Nat: OMG! YEAH!

-Nat feels in her pockets for the letter-

Nat: I FOUND IT!

Amanda: GO NOW!!

Nat: YES, LETS GO!

Amanda: LUCKY I REMEMBERED!

-Runs off-

Scene 2, Confessions

Amanda: Gosh.

Nat: What?

Amanda: That was stupid.

Nat: Yeah. But it "worked"

Amanda: "Yeah"

Scene 3, The realisation

Nat: Amanda?

Amanda: What?

Nat: We'll never make it into Hollywood

Amanda: Oh Gosh

Nat: Even that was fake

Amanda: Oh No

Nat : Even fake-er

Amanda: Why?

Nat: God, that was so FAKE

Amanda: I WAS ASKING YOU A QUESTION. W. H. Y?

Nat: Ahh.

Scene 4, The Betrayal

Nat: Congrats, Huey Xia. You deserved to win anyway...

Huey Xia: Ah, whatever la..

Nat: Damn you!!

LiLing: *laughs*

Huey Xia : Yeah Yeah

-All laugh-

Later on in the classrooms~

Timothy: Did Huey Xia boast?

Nat: Nope... AND YEAH, WHY DID YOU NOT VOTE FOR ME?

Timothy: I forgot.. sorry

Nat: Grr. You're dead

Timothy: AAAA

-Timothy runs away-

Nat: O_O Wth... i was JOKING...

LiLing: Ha Ha Ha

Scene 5, Farewell

-Bell rings-

Nat: Bye

Sofia: Bye

Nat: Bye

Dharma: Bye

Nat: Bye

Amanda: Bye

Nat: Bye

Mitchell: Bye

Nat: Bye

LiLing: Bye

Nat: Bye

Rachel: Bye

Nat: Bye

Hui Wei: Bye

Nat: Bye

Timothy: Bye

Nat: Bye

Sharmaine: Bye

Nat: Bye

Random Stranger: Who are you saying bye to?? O_O

Nat: Oops

My day as a script
=)

Tag. By. Yan Er. Wanna. Sleeep.

2009-06-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

This tag is about a month overdue?
Dunno.
So here it is

Those that are non-bloggers are cause i want them in the tag XD

First question ran away with the milkman.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Like crap
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
Rachel Rs
4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Nope.
5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Yeah.. Sure
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah. Note the word "had"
7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Yes. Yes. And Yes. Future Mafia, coming up
8. What does your last text message say?
"Omg la. I'm sooo jelous le. I wanna go!!!! X((" To Brundun/ Brandon Ho HO HOO
9. What are you thinking right now?
Gawdammit i want my pretzels!!!
10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Try Jared Leto XD
11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 o' cloooock. And Amanda asks why i always look sleepy
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
DKNY
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Nope. But pretzels are
14. Who was the last person(s) who text you?
Rachel Yjm, Brandon and Justin. Basketball "meeting" on Saturday from Rach and about the cinema from Bra and Justin just sent "Nut, can u message?" They all call me Nut. I still do not know why. Hmm

Random people I tag :)
1. Rachel Rs
2. Joyce
3. Liling ( non-blogger )
4. Akira ( non-blogger )
5. Samantha Chloe
6. Brandon ( non-blogger )
7. Candace
8. Shewin! Haha gotcha back. Call me NUT-alie eh XD
9. Jack Chen
10. Dharmaaaaa ( non-blogger )

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Ask her. =)
16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Female
17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
Being lesbians are so not their thing XD
18. What is no.1 studying about?
Science, a certain chapter that contains sperm XD Joking =)
19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
O_O Yesterday...?
20.Is no.4 single?
Yes. Yes. And yes all the way.
21. Say something about no.2.
I. Want. Her. Photoshop!!!!!!
22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
Justin wouldnt like that very much. He'd probably stab Brandon XD
23. Describe no.9
Violin player about to make it big in the world. GO JACK XD
24. What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight?
Eek. Candace, step away from the trained-footballer-guy if you want your life
25. Do you like 8?
Yesh. She's one hyper gal XD

Tagged ! By Shewin =)

2009-06-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

NONE of my friends blog X_X
Well, some do laa~~
So i'll put people that blog and people who dont blog!
Cos i wanna write about them.
Hehe XD
Pass this tag to 10 people !

1 LilingandJustin ( not blogger )
2 Amanda d Panda-h( not blogger )
3 Brandon Ho?? Hmm Ho Ho Ho ( not blogger )
4 Joyce [ I still want your photoshop!! ] ( blogger )
5 Dharma-a-a-a-a-aa ( not blogger )
6 Sofia d Popiah ( not blogger )
7 Huey Xia A.K.A Akira ( not blogger )
8 Yu Chuan?? O_O ( not blogger )
9 Rachel Yjm ( not blogger )
10 Mitchell?? O_O Dunno XD ( not blogger )

Wait !
1. Rachel Rs
2. Samantha Chloe
3. Candace
4. Jack Chen
5. Laveenyah? I think her blog is deaaad
6. Yan Er

DO MY TAG, FELLOW BLOGGERS!

1. Would you date number 5 ?
Ew. SO not lebian
2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
No one to copy maths off anymore. XD Jk Jk. Scream. Visit her in hospital often
3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
1. I dont have a bf 2. SHE'D NEVER DO THAT TO ME. Right? =)
4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
-Slaps- Then ransacks her room back XD
5. Number 1 is acting weird.
They ARE weird XD
6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
Mitchell is going to scream like the girl HE is. XD
7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
AKIRA?!?!? *dies laughing*
8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
I look at the hot guys in the bar while he looks at the cute girls in the bar
SHEWIN~~YOU'RE RIGHT
XD
9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
DONT GO! X_X
10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Maybe because he stole something and i killed someone XD
11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he wrap his arm around you.
Ewwwwwwwww
12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
After dinner, shop till we drop XD
13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
A bus to a place full of HOT guys XD
14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because she can't sleep.
She sleeps like a rhino. No chance la
15. You're walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
I kick her and we have a full-fledged fight. O_O lol
16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
Wait. * Kills Justin * Then comfort her~ I take sides XD
17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
AMANDA!! You ruined my kitchen!!
18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
-Snatches- So cuteeee x)
19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
-Buys Joyce a PS3 when cash is enough in return-
20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
Yea! Game on! XD
21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
If she's overweight, then I'm overweight. And I'm not overweight. So why worry? =)
22. Number 7 looks lonely!
"Lets go play volleyball!"
23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave them alone.
Heck, we're always doing that to each other. 'Go AWAY LA'
24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
Heck, they don't even know each other. If they did, it would be one hell of a party XD
25. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
No one will know cos she wears a tudung X_X
26. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
Calls Amanda. "Bring me back the gun, kay?" XD
27. You catch number 9 by herself, crying.
*Comforts and offers to kill the person who did this to her*
28. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5 , and 6 all tackle you at once!
Attack them baaaaaaack XD

Induced Suicide- No wonder

2009-06-29T06:54:00.000-07:00

Look at the eraser on top of the bottle, that is my tower =)

That is Tze Yi's tower. Mine's still nicer XD

That thing is disgusting. When i was in the bathroom, that thing erupted in my face without warning. One word, gross.

Another one of his towers

Yi Qian ( da shorty to me and Liling )
The furry thing below is Liling's dead cat

=)

Last Thursday ( pics and post )

I don't know who started it, actually.
Yi Qian mostly.
He just lifted the camera and i instinctively raised my phone.
*Click
They started building things all around the tables
And three of them insulted my brilliant eraser tower.
Meanies
Replacement class the next day
Teacher was teaching about BM words, nicknames and such
Then he called me Fatty
Wtf
Then he called a guy called Just-thin, Just-fat
Gawd he's obsessed
O_o
Drug addict!
Tomorrow got tuition X_x

Last Wednesday

Joined the drawing competition thingy; Animate Me
With Akira and Danielle, i was in between
Akira: Kung Fu Pandaaa (Damn cute & fatter than usual )
Danielle: Violet, the Incredibles
Me: Not saying =X

Today, Tuesday

Pn Wan rampas my book
Swt la =_="
Dl....
Then Mitchell took it from her table later
And he passed it back to me
Yay Mitch
XD
Amanda:

If I were Yi Qian~~~~
I would take off my clothes~~~
Walk around the city~~~
To show that i was naked~~~

Laughing like mad
Wtff XD
Something kena my skirt
Dharma and Sofia found it funny
Me too !
NOT.
Had to walk around like a lunatic the whole day with
(Like i said to Joyce)
T_T

____

Induced murder and extreme conflict/ dislike should be the answer to G.2's soon-to-be-death

Stowaway Heartbreaker- 30 second countdown

2009-06-11T06:11:00.001-07:00

Holidays.
Hmph.
No much to elaborate on.

Gawddammit.
I wish i can spilt my body into three people.

Friday- Rachel YJ & Brandon & gang @ OU
Saturday- Claire & friends @ Tropicana
Sunday- Lup Kah @ Tropicana

But mother commands I can only go out for one.
Life is so unfair sometimes
Now i sound like a brat
Gah
Which i am not
=)

Great. I have a decision to make
T_T

On another subject,
For courtesy of Rachel Rs,
I changed Hey Stephen-Taylor Swift for her
xD

Hey Stephen,
I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a light in you
And as we walked we were talking
I didn't say half the things I wanted to
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window
I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
Hey Stephen, boy, you might have me believing
I don't always have to be alone

I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else

Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling
So I got some things to say to you
I've seen it all, so I thought
But I never seen nobody shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
Hey Stephen, why are people always leaving?
I think you and I should stay the same

'Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

They're dimming the street lights, you're perfect for me
Why aren't you here tonight?
I'm waiting alone now, so come on and come out
And pull me near and shine, shine, shine

Hey Stephen, I could give you fifty reasons
Why I should be the one you choose
All those other girls, well, they're beautiful
But would they write a song for you?
++
Hey ----
I know looks can be deceiving
But I know I saw a heart in you
And as we walked we were silent
I didn't say any of the things I wanted to
Of all the girls tossing rocks at your face
I'll be the one with you even when it hurts
Hey ----, boy, you might have me dreaming
I don't always have to be alone

I can't help it if you look like a demon
Can't help it if its your mysterious ways that lure me in
Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I saw you
Can't help it if there's no one else

Hey ----, I've been hiding away this love
So I got many things to say to you
I've felt it all, so I thought
But I never seen nobody smile the way you don't
The way you skulk, way you mumble, way you say my name
It's cynical, passable, please change for me
Hey ----, why are people always breaking?
I think you and I should be forever

'Cause I can't help it if you look like a demon
Can't help it if I wanna kiss you in the sun so,
Come feel this pull I've been feeling since I saw you
Can't help it if there's no one else
Mmm, I can't help myself

They're smashing the street lights, dark for you and me
Why are you here tonight?
I'm waiting with you now, so come on and come out
And pull me close and smile, smile, smile

Hey ----, I could give you endless reasons
Why I should be the one you have
All those other girls, well, they're beautiful
But are they as beautiful as me?

No !

:D

Enjoy Rachie Rs
XD

If its lame, try doing it yourself
=)

One Utama

2009-06-04T03:39:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU RACHEL YONG!!!!!!!!!!
><

5 is Brandons. 23 is mine. How on earth did he catch up so fast?

Monsters vs. Aliens

Night at the museum 2

Rachel's cheese-but-tastes-like-toufu thingy

hahahahahaaa

After the movie, we snuck into another one, watched Monsters vs. Aliens.

No one caught us

Red is Brandon's, blue is mine

We tied in the end.
Not fair

T_T

Rachelllll

BrUndUn. In the "Night of the Museum 2" the security guard was Brandon, prounounced Brundun. >_< Brandon was like, "Destroying a beautiful name like mine, Brandon."

Me and Rachel: BrUndUn. =]

Brandon.

Liling and Justin didnt go.

Justin could not go

So Liling did not want to go.

One word.

Whatever.

Went to buy tickets and met Syahirah and Sofia

Squealing like mice

She saw my hair and squealed

Madly

Watched Night at the museum 2.

Then snuck in to Monsters vs. Aliens

Bowling was funny

And so was...

Snooker.

Damn

Two against one

Me and Rach

And still Brandon won

Thats not fairr

At least at foosball i won

But with Kim's help at the last game

I felt like i spent the whole day laughing my head off

After Rachel left,

BrUndUn and me walked around the mall

And abruptly realised we were walking into the old wing

*Backtrack*

Chatted and walked outside to where my "Limousine" and his "Personal Driver" were waiting

Saw this Maple thing

Were about to take photos when the Angry Dad of Mine called

"Bye Brundun"

"Bye.... waitaminute!! Brundun?!"

My arms hurt

And my legs are giving me hell

I still had fun

Tropicana

2009-06-03T03:25:00.000-07:00

Her thumbs. One short and one long. And one got broken. =]

I pushed it back in XD

In the car
Me and Lup Kah

Im tired. Even my jaws wont work

My darling little watermelon ball

XD
It scored a strike for me

Eating

My nuggets

My watermelon ball. T_T

*her evil grin*

I sorta kinda streaked my hair red

For the holidays

Looks .... i dunno?

Even the comb turned red

Gosh.

When i have more energy then i'll blog about it

Personal Creation

2009-05-30T22:14:00.000-07:00

Boggie

Cute?

I made it

Not again

2009-05-30T08:46:00.000-07:00

Oh Holy
Not possible
One look into those damn eyes of his
*bang*
Damn
And I swore to myself I would never repeat this
Ever
Again.
Gaah.
This cannot be happening.
I won't let it
Well,
Technically it IS happening already

"YOU! GET off MY MIND!"

This is so unfair

Bubbling over

2009-05-28T18:54:00.000-07:00

Quote: If you were not a guy and if you were a girl, I'd hug you right now
After a few hours
Then it changed to : Damn you, you fickle ass who missed the spot and practically KILLED all your friends *strangle* *murder* *throw into ocean*
This applies to Justin.
Gordon and me were throwing his things at him after the exam
Idiot.
But I can't kill him seeing as he helped me
Hmm.
The maths was actually okay
Sejarah?
Blah
--
Exams OVER
Wahahahahahahaha
Finally
OVER
AT LAST
AHAHAHAHAHAHA
--
No one got A for science.
AAAA
NOO
But the teacher said since i was among the highest ( WTH ) i got that Terminator thing
Pizza vouchers
Swt
--

HOLIDAY
Wee

Tomorrow's going to be the day

2009-05-26T05:54:00.000-07:00

*Quote Happy*
=)
-----
Gawd.
I absolutely hate maths
Yu Chuan was like "So easy and I don't get why you all say it's so hard"
Die Yu Chuan.
DIE
Mitchell.
"Natalie... You actually said something was... HARD?!"
Very funny.
Not.
Justin Gordon Mitchell
Those three can never agree on something.
I'm serious
"THREE LA"
"NO, SIX!!"
"ITS EIGHT!!"
Then i intervened.
"Its HUNDRED!"
For one moment they all looked shell-shocked
I wish i had a camera with me
The looks on their faces were priceless
PJPK WAS SO FUN
Name three charatecristics of a Goalkeeper
-Must have three wives and eighteen daughters
XD
What are the goalkeepers allowed to do on the field?
-Eat the ball and sleep on the grass
And so many more
I kept laughing to myself while writing the answers
During Sivik
I kept chewing bubble gum and blowing bubbles
Teacher didnt notice
XD
Liling.
Thanks anyway
=(
In tuition hyper
XD
"Describe the meaning of apa."
"What la."
"APA"
"Apa is what?"
"WHAT la!"
Laugh till crazy
Go home time
Chat with Rachel Chuaaaaaa.
Omg.
Angsana d Student
Aaaaaaaaaaaa
Then Bye Shammie!
Sam and Shar sprayed water at me for saying thatXD

Me ending post here

Due to s-t-u-d-i-e-s
T_T
Blaaahhh

Ps. Bloody freaking ( insert all insulting swearwords known to man here) idiot annoying me again.
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THAT ( insert all swearwords in here) JERK WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE.

Grr.

Ending on a not-so-happy note
>=(

Didnt screw up Didnt screw up

2009-05-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

Okay. At least i didn't totaly screw up this day

The english was...
AAAA
Yes.
E-N-G-L-I-S-H
I am going to start an Anti-Gordon club.
How could he have thought of that answer and not me?
Fine.
Perasan-ness.
X)
The BM was fine
Looi and Gordon kept trying to stuff papers cointaning tips into my correction tape
For them to cheat later on
Didn't work
Duh, guys..........
After the english exam
Simutaneously,
Gordon came over, Looi turned around, Yu Chuan came over
Asked at the same time
"Natalie what is the answer for thissssss?"
Then Justin broke through practically drunk with euphoria
"SOooo EasY"
Then he saw my paper.
"O_O WTH? Wrong... Wrong.... Wrong..."
XD
Ringkasan: 84 words.
Thank you Tuition Teacher
My english summary was exactly 60 words.
Woots
Turned out to be a huge coincidence
Looi, Gordon, Yu Chuan, Me, JustinandLiLing and Mitchell, we all did the Internet thingy.
The whole "gang". XD
Not really a gang laaaa
X)
Great minds definitely think alike.
Looi did about keburukan though
Whats so bad about internet?
Man, he's craz-y.
Mitch said he did more than 200-300 words on his KOMSAS.
He said "TOO MUCH to write!"
Totaly differs from Gordon
He said "NOTHING to write!!!"
I think i got only about 150-200
Mitch d Nerd
I loved the huraian
Kebaikan Membaca Buku
Hahahaha
Liling was like, YOUR subject la, Nat, read so much
XD
Justin (i think) totaly messed up the KOMSAS part
He wrote about how much Deli loved (kesayangan) his tanah air
Totaly nothing about Semangat Patriotik
O_O
Ok-ayyy
Waa
I think i messed up big-time on english
3 bloody mistakes
Mom is going to impale me on a pole and run knives through me
T_T
AarGhh
This time, Justin stole the drinks.
It was so funny
Because Liling was talking about paying for the the lemon juice
And wishing she could just steal one cos she was so thirsty and cash-less
And Yu Chuan was like,
"We are Bhuddists and we are HOLY, we do not steal for the sake of our own benefits"
Then i joined in with him
"Come, let us sing the prayers of truth"
Then,
"OmmMMMooOOMMM"
XD
Justin was like,
"Yes Yes, we are holy and truthful."
I, the very holy and truthful person went to pay for my drink
Then he stole a glass
"HOW ABOUT THE HOLY-NESS?"
Yuchuan said "He will got to hell when he dies la"
Then,
Yuchuan said "I'll join him, LET ME DRINK!!!!!"
Guys are so weird.

I have to study now.
T_T
Extreme-Ultra-Nerd

Two Days of the Week. Blek

2009-05-21T04:09:00.000-07:00

These last two days were okay
Maybe not.
Wednesday night tuition
Were joined by a few Form 5's
Eating waffles which made me and Liling totaly drool over our work
*Jelousss*
The teacher, Shen made an evil comment to me (Evil to me, funny to you)
I threw a book at him
XD
I'm baddd
He says he's going to try to teach Se-Ja-RAH next week
I would like to freaking see him try
Tze Yi gave me mentos
Nice.
Yummy.
But i still want the waffleessss
I had to go back up last minute to finish the art
The three guys were still there (Zen Han, Yi Qiuan [Or however you spell his name] Tze Yi)
Writing chinese on the board
Lol, seriously. L-O-L hahahaha
Thursday
Exam day.
I am so grateful to be sitting where i am.
At least better than Amanda
Poor thing
Window seat...
Me,
Gordon on the left, Yu Chuan on the right and Looi in front.
Throughout the English exam i felt like laughing all the time
Yu Chuan's method for remembering is simply hilarious
Gordon and me kept air shooting the teachers
XD
And when revising
Looi: YuChuan, describe The Persian
YuChuan: .... What to describe, ASK properly laaa
Looi: Hmm
Me: Eh Looi, ask about the dead woman
*Him and me laugh at YC*
Looi: The dead Woman who was killed by the chandelier!
Yuchuan: Dead and gone... like you!
*Attacks Looi*
Me: *Dies of laughter*
AND if i EVER find out who REALLY took my spectacles...
They are SO going to wish they had never been born
They were SO dirty and SO dusty
Looi pointed to Justin who pointed to Yu Chuan who pointed Gordon who pointed to Chun Yu who pointed to Mitchell who swore he didn't take them.
I was too busy laughing at them to judge who really took them.
They were sooo scared i'd charge them extra for their art
Or not do it at all.
Hahahhaha
Then they got into one big boy-ish group to study, i stayed for a while then went off to properly nerd up with Dharma and Sofia.
The exam was like,
AHHH
I mean, describe the character who demonstrates blah blah blah
Didn't exactly nerd up for that
T_T
I steal things?
Hmm.
*Innocent face*
Gordon is just jealous he's chicken
XD
We will never know, will we?

Signing off,
Nerd in charge
T_T

Study Group- Panic Mode

2009-05-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

Study group with the two-love-frogs Justin and Liling.
Seriously. They hold hands and stare at each other all the time.
Juling and Listin.
Litin and Jiling
Hmm
Blek

F.O.S Full of shyte

Mom is going to murder me.
"What are his FILTHY SMELLY DIRTY DUSTY legs doing on my CLEAN WHITE BEAUTIFUL SPOTLESS bedsheets i SLEEP ON?"

J-U-N-K-S!!!!!! IGNORE the sudden-nerd in the background.

Wow. Her hands blends with the air molecules

JUNK. Cute junks xD

Justin and Liling came over to study.

I'm serious. S-t-u-d-y.

Liling asked questions.

We answered

I won, naturally. *perasann*

Sejarah. 5-3

Science 17-12

It was kinda fun

They were kinda sweet with each other

Maybe not kinda

VERY

Science

Liling: Whats needed for combustion?

Justin: What IS combustion?

Natalie: What IS combustion?

Liling: ... YOU GUYS! Burning!

Justin: Ohhh

Natalie: Ohhh

Liling: SO?!

Justin: Give A, B, C, D

Natalie: Give A, B, C, D

Liling: Doh........ Guess la

Justin: FIREWOOD

Natalie: JUSTIN'S SKIN

Justin: Wei!

Natalie: Petroleum?

Justin: Fuel!!!

Liling: Ahh. Finally

Natalie: Carbon Dioxide!!!

Liling: Ahh.

Justin: ...

Natalie: ...

Liling: One more~~~

then

Justin and Natalie shouts out answer at the same time.

Then they fight over who got the marks.

Liling just shakes her head in exasperation.

Who said great minds don't think alike?

Sejarah.

I do NOT want to get into that again.

Charles Brooke is hideous

James Brooke; we found out; has a large dick

Omg.

The stalker stalked Justin all the way to Genting

And then he stalked Justin and his darling to my house

Stalker much

English.

Me: Whats antagonism?

Justin: *Blank stare*

Me: Hate

Justin: Oh

Me: Whats odium?

Justin: *shrugs*

Me: Hate

Justin: Waa. All hate d

Me: Whats traffic hazards?

Justin: AH. I KNOW

Me: What?
Justin: Hate.

Liling: *Dies of laughter*

Me: You should definitely meet Mr. Shen....

Liling: Ya, they can both die in english together

Us both: kakakakaaaa

Me: Seriously though, Justin whats traffic hazards?

Liling: Yala, what is it?

Justin: Whats traffic hazards? I seriously dont know

Liling and Me: O_O W.T.H

....

He should read more often............................

Studying for 6 hours.

X_x

Whoa

With the occasional break of course.

When no one actually knows

2009-05-15T04:53:00.001-07:00

Asked everyone ( and not many people know)

Asked Justin.
He doesn't know
Asked Gordon.
Clueless....
Asked Liling.
She didn't know a thing
Asked Amanda.
She was shocked
Asked Huey Xia
Same reaction
Asked Mitchell
He swore he didn't blab me out
Asked Hamster.
*shrugs*
I still do not know who blabbed on me
And
I take it back about men being useless
Justin and Yu Chuan were really going to take it for me
And
It was my own fault stumbling on the scene
I just discovered
So i gave them the bloody coupons
That was the saddest part of all
--
During PJPK period
Didn't go down
Sadded
Huey Xia can't pronounce scientific words
Like,
Huey Xia: Describe a Mono. Coteeee. Ledoyn.
Me: Its monocotyledon la.
Huey Xia: JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION
Me: Hahahahahahahahahahahahaaaa
--
Talked to Rachel K
Felt so much better after that
I was crying when i called her
And i was laughing my ass off when i hung up
---
Now that asshole is begging for forgiveness
How do i put it; i dont want to be friends with him anymore?

And i thought you'd never look back?

2009-05-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

I wanna kick something.
Or someone.

But
I owe a million thanks to
Amanda and Mitch
Amanda; thanks for all the support
And Mitch for taking that wretched thing
Mitch. Its bright pink and you are a guy.
I do sincerely hope you incinerate it in a fire hole.
No bloody thanks to Justin and Yu Chuan.
Gawd. Men are so useless
And Justin had the bloody nerve to ask me for the coupon.
Go to hell Go to hell Go to hell
Liling gave hers to Justin however.
Yes. As she should
I made every effort to avoid it today
But no prevail
I hate him more than ever now
--
And Oh yes
In tuition
That insufferable idiot called me
And messaged so many bloody times
I got angry
And one thing led to another
So....
One of the guys from my tuition class posed as my attached one (BF) XD
And asked him to leave me alone of else he'll set his gang on him
Hilarious
XD

Stick to my resolution. Stop the hate posting

2009-05-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

-Kena Marah Oleh itu Sathya Bom.

Lame.

-Yue Teng gave me Swine Flu-Secondary Version

By screaming out people's actions every five minutes.

'Omg. JUSTIN FONG is DRINKING WATER?!'

'WHOA! He just PASSED me!'

Justin was not amused.

She infected me.

"Mitchell..... IS LOOKING AT YUE TENG!'

"AMANDA.... has just ENTERED THE class!'

Trust me. Both of them were definetely not amused at all. Liling, Andrea? and Yue Teng were practically dying of laughter.

-Splashed Joyce. Happy Fourteenth! ;D

-There's Terry tomorrow.

Tomorrow, Terry Tubbies Terrifying Trigonometry Test.

Not trigonometry.

I just wanted something "T". XD

I am going to suddenly come down with a dangerous fever. And maybe break a leg or something. I wish Terry would just chill. I pasted this picture of a devil holding a skull (and a Teliti Signboard) reading “BEWARE THE TUTOR!” and “LEARN AT OWN RISK” outside Shen’s door. (Shen the Teliti BM tutor) He laughed and recommended I paste it on Terry’s door instead. Terry would “Slap me and drag me straight home” Terry-er’s would know what I am talking about.

-Huey Xia Huey Xia Huey Xia. Stop killing the- Waaaaait! I mean…. GO HUEY XIA!!! KILL THEM ALL. =)

ladidaaaa

No more hate posts

Ignore the bastard

Ignore Orange blinking Instant Messanger light

Damn. Talking about.... WTF. PROPERTY? STOCKS? And.... O.o......... Seatbelts?

G2g, Bye. Block.

Delete the messages..... on... phone

Deleted almost all

Almost there

But there are so many

Beep. ARGH.

Read. O.o. What the............. I do not care if your mom thought the spoon was a knife! You told me that a few millon times already.

AAAAAAAAAAAA

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HIM!!

Gosh. :]

Like i said,

2009-05-11T06:26:00.000-07:00

NO MORE BLOODY HATE POSTS!!!

I wonder where you are

2009-05-08T23:48:00.000-07:00

I think about you all the time,
It’s lonely where I am
Come back down
I won’t breathe a word
--------------------------

I have to do well for this term’s BM exam
Or it’s out of Teliti tuition centre, Loaded Sweet/Drink/Candy/Yummy Junks Shop below
No more getting high with laughter (or candy) at the classes or pissing off the already-exhausted-and-tired tuition teachers
And into:
*Horror Music*
Timothy’s house (Private tuition) with Ian Ho and Hoe Ming.
Please understand my utmost reluctance to join.
I would rather run headfirst into a shark infested ocean just to escape
When it comes to studies
Timothy is an annoying jerk
Anything else
He’s okay I guess
Gah.
T.T
Not happy at all

I don't want this party to stop

2009-05-08T06:37:00.000-07:00

Don't turn up the lights

I wanna keep laughing and dancing like never before
I want this party to go on and on
Don't want this rush to stop flowing
A glass of shandy and a brush of wine
Wipes away all feelings
Thrown into neverending bliss
Spinning around, i just can't stop
This addiction
This rush
I don't care
I can't feel, clear consience tonight
I wanna keep laughing and dancing
I want this party to go on and on

Please don't stop
Be with me, stay with me
Its so hard remembering how to forget
Your face, touch, essence and feel
The room is spinning
The voices are fading
Its just you and me
This addiction
This rush
Pain never felt so good before
You are my drug, my living draught
Stay.

I miss you*

You frustrate me

2009-05-08T06:06:00.000-07:00

I do not know where to begin.
Even if i do i just want to start screaming uncontrollably
I hate people who can't hold their own
And go home wailing and complaining
I hate people who are clingy and pathethic
Who break down at the slightest complication
I hate people who think they are know-it-alls and contantly pester me to "Check something out", that I am not even bloody interseted in
And yes. The person knows i do not like it at all.
Bloody coporate/building management?!
Lame.
Like i want to know what bloody functions they have.
Or the price.
Or the details of a house i am never going to own
Or the details of a crappy car someone just disowned for the sake of disowning
Yes.
THAT crappy.
I hate people who whine about their tiny tiny tiny problems
What the hell is SO wrong about studies?
EVERYONE goes through it
So you, ESPECIALLY YOU ONLY AND ONLY YOU can feel pressure?
Go home and cry to your mommy
You are not bloody special
You are not the only one who "Can't deal with it and feel so so so pressured"
I hate people who are too sensitive
One little remark
And *BOOM* goes the brain
GET OVER IT
Gawd, sucker
---------
DAMN LK.
FFK ME
WTF.......
Luckily got Yee Lyn to pei me
Went to Atr, thank god, i was going to die of boredom
When we came back,
Then walked around the shelves in the library
Chatted for about a hour
Then we got hungry
We met up with Sharmaine and then Meng Xi arrived
In the pagoda thingy near the canteen
Then Yee Lyn left for a while,
I accidentaly brought my phone........... Gah
Sharmaine went mad with the ringtones
O.O
And Samantha C, the ever-so-good pengawas didnt report me
Thank You. x)
Sam, If you are reading this
Please note the sarcasm in my voice
Then Joyce came
Discuss Discuss Dicsuss x)
To Joyce: I AM STILL BRINGING EGGS. *Evil Grin
During recess
Liling's ever-so-poor bf had to borrow money from her
Justin was grinning "Innocently" at both of us
Gawd
It should be the other way around
X(
During Pj
Huey Xia... simple matter of keeping my darling hp in her pocket
Complain until so wad
Kar Mun, Huey Xia and Amanda
Chat Anime-talk till so wad
I was just staring blankly at them around the table
O.O
WHA-?
Then played badminton with three other friends
Damn the wind
Then i play once with teacher
She keep missing the ball
x)
Then studies again
So fricking boring
Amanda has minions
O.O
So potong people
Whatever she ask them to do
The have to follow
Librarians though
They ganged up against me
SO not fair
Amanda was laughing madly away
While her minions dominated me
And managed to retrieve "her" book
Gah
Whatever Amanda,
Whatever
=)

Puan Wan loves to waste time.
Lame

I end it here.
Whatever

Aha

2009-04-26T18:51:00.000-07:00

So. Being a goody-goody isnt as good as it cuts out to be.

Where is the excitement people?!

Being bad once in a while shows that you know whats right and wrong.

At least that's what my mom said.

I found my dress.

Its perfect.

I found it in Nichii

Cost Rm70.

I thought it was Rm120

I love it.
I luv it
I lurve it
I lo-ve it
I <3>

I think you get the idea about what i think about the dress

THERE IS NOTHING HERE =)

I'm left home alone a lot now.

Mom and Dad are out

And no maid.

Its kinda scary though.

And that sometimes I sing out loud and no one can he;;'

OOMghG DAD is Home

bye"

Goodbye

2009-04-18T07:36:00.000-07:00

My maid went back.
Its like,
Whenever i look at the wok
I imagine her telling me off for making it burnt and black each time i cook
No one to open my windows and piss me off anymore..
When i wake up
No one would be there to nag me about waking up late again..
Or when i come home
No one would be there to welcome me home
And
Every night
No one to bring me the flask
And gossip for a while
I know she can be bitchy and evil
But she's mostly good too
When she left
She tried to give me her last Rm50
I pushed it back
Holding back tears too
And
Whenever i hear footsteps up the stairs
I know
It would never be her
By now
She would be carrying the clothes up
I can't hear anything
She's really gone
I keep turning around
And remembering she's gone
Every single noise of steps i hear
I am painfully reminded she would not be here
And she wrote me and parents
A really long letter
Apologizing for everything
And telling me to be good
And study hard
And that i have my whole life ahead of me
And that i have so much to live for
And telling my parents
They were like her real parents
And she loves them so much
And that...
Oh God I can't continue
Tears are salty on my lips
I looked around the kitchen
And i know
She will never be there
Cooking and preparing stuff
Or
Hanging clothes
And looking at her old room
Knowing no one will occupy it
Or sleep in it
And her old stuff on the table
Untouched
And going to be dusty
It hurts
Thinking i am going to wake up every morning
And she won't be there
Ever again.

I can't go on.
It hurts.

Hmm

2009-04-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

We all know that life ends.

And we all die one day.

Does it have to be so soon for some people?

But some people choose their deathday

I wonder

Honestly, about my week..
Not much to shriek and yell about
Life sucks
At the moment anyway
And...
I just feel so frustrated
At that pampered little jerk
DO material things make us TRULY happy?
No.
Sure, they give you momental glee
But it doesnt last
No way it does.
And...
Just because...
Ugh
He makes me sick.

And i got a new phone.
Whoopee-do. =)
Model: W595, Black
As Laura had emphasised that day
It does has shaker mode
Its awesomely awesome
*Quote Rino*
And was..
Awesomely expensive..

My mom and my dad
Are sending back the maid
For something terrible she did..
Let a guy into the house
With his gf
So..
She's leaving this week
My dad said i had to clean my own toilet from now on
Ew.
One of the cons of having your own room and toilet
I have to clean them
Gawd
Ewww
Toilets..
Ewww

=)

2009-04-11T05:47:00.000-07:00

Proving anything to you does not define my worth

And i just have to say this
Why
Must
You
Be
So
BLOODY
ANNOYING?
Bleat Bleat Bleat
I HATE talking to you people
Okay?!
Fine.
I said it.
I hate it

Its so...
Over-done it just makes me want to scream
And just curl up and die
Just listening
I don't get why
I just feel so..
Angry
Like tension pented up
Which had not been released for a long
Long
LONG
Time.
I get frustrated
Its not a good feeling.
For these next few weeks
I just don't want to talk to anybody..
I just feel like i wanna be alone
Away from the incessant bleats of the people I am usually surrounded with
Fine.
Call me anti-social
Being very anti-social is something i can live with
Unlike those who need posse's or gangs to feel secure with themselves.
Whatever.

-Natalie-

CAmmiE

2009-04-09T07:42:00.001-07:00

Yes. I was bored.

Camwhore Alert

I came home from school

And just felt like doing this =)

Ignorance

2009-04-09T07:09:00.000-07:00

You know,
The thing I hate the most about a person
A really annoying quality
Is that
A really
Clingy
And desperate person
Lack of self indipendence
Clingy is really the word for it
I do not know what is wrong with me
Once that person
Makes me annoyed
Forever i will bear a grudge.
I do not know why
I am not a judgemental person
And i just feel pissed off
If someone
Does that to me
I get irritated
Just because
I am a nice person
(YES i am, im not being perasan)
Doesnt mean i dont have an endless supply of patience
And time
To slowly
Go through the details
ONE BY BLOODY ONE
With you
And constantly having to
Always
Provide you with a solution
And loads more
Which i will not burden you with
Or even have the time to share with
Its tiring
Really.
Three people
Have already made the mistake of making me angry/pissed off/ Stage-where-I-will-willingly-murder you/ ARGHHH
And have a "Hate you for life" mark on them
I am sooo Sorry
But thats just the way i am
=)
---------
On a funnier note..
Martin owed me Rm2.00
And he owed me for three days
And Huey Xia helped me get it back
It was...
HILARIOUS xD
On the second day
Amanda and Huey Xia mislead him
Pointing to the left stairs
Where i would be coming up from the right-hand stairs
Then i said behind him
'You owe me two bucks.'
He actually screamed at me 'AAH! OMG, AH-LONG!!! LOAN SHARKK..!!'
And ran away.
I stared at him, bemused while Huey Xia and Amanda cracked ribs laughing.
Third day..
OMG
Huey Xia and me were like,
Finding him
And we found him
On a canteen school bench
Lying down on the bench..
And covering his face..
For a moment
Both of us looked at each other
And couldn't stop laughing
Then she sat beside him
While I carried on laughing
And she said "Alo"
He looked at her, then at me
And screamed "OMG! AH-LONG AFTER MEEEEEE..."
And got up...
And ran away..
Huey Xia and me were still laughing away
Then he went back to his class
Where, i acquired the help of some classmates
Who helpfully directed me to the location of his place..
And i took his pencil box
While Huey Xia distracted him..
And left the class..
After school, he was like
"I know you want your money. And i want my pencilbox."
Then we both placed the items on the balcony..
And grabbed our own things and left.

I am never ever lending him money ever again in my life.

-----------
Xiang gave Liling and me the presents.
I named mine Fattie since it was so fat.
Liling resolved to open hers on her birthday
Apparently,
She could not resist and opened it anyway.
My birthday is Waaaaay far too long to wait.

I..

2009-04-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

It.is.not.my.fault.

Fine.
Unload all your problems on me.
And pretend I am just there to satiate your craving to see other people suffer.
Who would have ever imagined
That your best friend
Might just break down
Silently
Without a single
A single
Bloody
Warning
Expecting you to
To
Pretend its ok?
It is not bloody all right

Then at least i have my friends
Who are not so close
But actually care
I don't care if they suck to you
Depending on your defenition of 'friend'
They are still my friends

Can you stop
Stop
Telling me your problems
And expecting me
To have a solution at the ready
Oh, so treat me like shit now would you
I have enough shit to deal with already
I do not need any more crap from you
I have enough on my plate

And i found a friend
Where i did not expect to find
And realised
That that person
Had been there for me all along
I am so sorry

Of all the stupid jelous things to say
You actually had the nerve to say that to me
Me.
The very person who
Had
Always
Had your back
Had.
I have had enough

I dont..
Wanna say anymore.
Just leave it.
Whatever.
I am sick and tired
Of this
Shit.

I hate

2009-04-07T06:55:00.000-07:00

You think its FUNNY?
Watching your friend disintergrate?
I beg to differ
Stop shoving your comments down my face.
No one is entitled to your shitty opinion.
Stop telling me or as you so brilliantly put it 'advising' me on how to live my life.
I am SICK of you constantly asking me to do stuff that i do NOT give a shit about.
One day you will get a slap in the face
And reality will finally kick in
You brainless little airhead
I am not insignificant, I actually have a MIND, something you may sorely miss
I have the ability to think and make rational desicions concerning my well-being
Fine.
Your life may SUCK
You may be freaking INSECURE about yourself
Don't implicate your losses on ME
I don't care
The least you can actually do is be a good friend
No.

You show off, you act and pretend
You shove it in my face that you are better off
You tell me about all the great things you have
And rub it in that I don't.

You think you are so perfect?
With that lousy excuse of an opinion and that pathethic frame of mind?
Nuh Uh
I don't think so
I don't give a damn
If you think my friends are lame and they suck
At least they are better that you
A million times better that you will ever be
They actually were there for me
They actually care
I love those loser kick ass friends of mine
So shut up and reflect on yourself a little
You think he rocks and he is amazing?
Shit you.
I asked you the very same question you did to me
You could not answer
So stop expecting me to
I never will
And you.
You.
Words could not describe how much i loathe you
Every single fibre of your being
You don't care about anyone
Only you you you
Anything you suggest is for your personal benefit
I hate you.
You think it's FUN?
Think again.
Think AGAIN.

Two Words.

Piss. Off.

Whatever, to anyone reading this
I just need to let it al out

I am Lame

2009-04-06T06:30:00.001-07:00

Imagine if a man was looking at a picture of a man looking at a picture of a man looking at a man looking at a picture of a man looking at a man looking at a picture of a man.

Confusing x)

At Bhudda, I asked the senior 'Which came first, the chicken or the egg?'
He was like, 'Easy la! The-' He stopped, abrubtly realising the question.
He paused for a while and then argued with me about the chicken/egg thing.
Then, 'What can we do to prevent greenhouse effect?' he asked.
I said 'Paint houses blue la..'
Then, 'What does Bhuddism teach us?'
I said 'To sing!'
Then, 'Sing what?!' (O.O)
I said 'Ommmmmm'
Then, 'What should we do about the number of decreasing trees?'
I said 'Stop printing PUJA books and test papers..'
Then, 'What should we do about the carbon dioxide?'
I said 'Stop reproducing humans.'
Then, 'What?!'
I said 'Humans breathe out carbon dioxide..'
Then, 'How do we prevent forest fires and open burning?'
I said 'Burn things inside the house/building la..'
Then, 'How do we save electricity and money?'
I said 'Use DIGI super SMS and save loads!'
Then after he declared my ability to be impossibly lamer than him, he left.
x)